Tired , really really tired

So , yeah hi . So you can see that I'm REALLY tired from everything . All that has been happening , all that has been going on in school , basically , EVERYTHING . Nothing has been going right . I feel so gloomy and horrid inside . Don't know why . Hmm :/

And another thing is that , I feel like I'm always in second place , always forgotten . All those bullshits I have to face , just get really tired . No matter how lousy I feel inside , I always have to put on a smile so that others wont think bad of me or something .

I dont know why , I care too much about what people think about me .

fuckthis , fuckthat , fuckeverything .