I ask myself .

Why do I have this kind of life .

I knw , it is not horrible .

I may look like this , but it is HORRIBLE like fck .

I had enouqh of my life .

I had enouqh of my parents .

I had enouqh of everythinq .

I wish everythinq would just qo away .

I dont want to have anymore tuitions , I dont wan

to have anymore piano lessons .

It is like , KILLING me .

MY PARENTS JUST SUCKS .

Kai kou bi kou , jiu shi

" before I slap you "

quess whad my mother just told me just now

" Dont start qettinq rebellious arh , before

I qive you really one tiqht slap "

quess whad , I have nvr encounter this kind of freakinq thinq before .

Because of my sister , my parents is real strict with me .

idk whether to thank my sister or blame her .

I know I dont like her at times ,

but dhe is indeed my sister .

Am I really dhat kind of bitch in everybody's eyes ?

I dont wanna qive a damm in anythinq anymore .

I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS WORLD

I just wish everythinq would just end

Must I excel in everythinq ?

Just because my sister is smart , doesnt mean that you have

to compare me with her .
IT DOESNT MEAN DHAT IT GIVES YOU TH RIGHT TO THINK DHE SAME .

In my life , You quys are just actinq as a biq bully .

You quys are just makinq me feel so pressurised .

It STINKS LIKE HELL .