Hello people .

I very lonq nvr post le hors ?

now talkinq to rasyidah and LiJun .

blahs , I think my

reputation is StJohn has qone from bad to worst ?

For wantinq to quit StJohn , talkinq bad abt *ahem ,

not attendinq St John traininqs ( Unwell)

blahs .

haiz .

under so much stress .

I have been thinkinq from last friday until now .

Whether if I should quit or preserver .

If I quit , idk what will happen larhs .

but thn if I dont quit , like , very bitchyy litat .

because I keep on sayinq that I wanna quit , but thn

in th end , I nvr quit .

so bitchy .

but thn , I dont like StJohn but thn deep deep down

I know that I lurve StJohn alot .

most especially at th first aid part .

Fun to learn first aid (:

haiz , pressure .